Jayden is down with a cough and fever.. will onli be back probably over the weekend to update abt the zoo trip on Good Friday. Also update abt Shermes' flip flip flip and swim swim swim.. lolx...
Love.. June (",)
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LOVE,
June♥
.Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ' 1:00 PM♥.
Mani things happen recently causing me to feel this way. I hate this feeling.
Some may think that i am wrong. Some may think that i am overprotective towards my kids. Some may think that i am crazy during days. Some may think that i am short of responsibility. Some may think that i am strict towards my baby's diet. Some may think that what i do is all wrong. Some may think that whatever i am thinking is all mad. Some may think that i am not understanding enuff towards them.
There are still so mani of them which i can't finish naming them, but to me, this is me. You accept me or you leave me. When i know that i am wrong, i will change for the better. But when i know i am right, forget about asking me to change what i know is right. No way will i!!
Ppl think i am stubborn.. Yes! I am downright stubborn, take it or leave it!
Incidents like hubby's ah yi sneakily, feeding Shermes a pc of cny biscuits(those white white colour ones), i shouted at her and told her NOT TO GIVE!!! Fancy her to qn me WHY?? I can tell you, tat pc of thing contain coconut milk, sugar and some other content which cannot be fed to baby at a tender age of 5 mths!! Quit questioning me WHY!!! Cause you are like feeding my baby poison, it's juz that this pc of poison wun kill but will cause him a whole life of allergy!! I dun care how u feed ur kid in the PAST coz IT IS THE PAST!!! You like to feed so much, ask ur daughter to get married, give birth to a grandson/daughter den u feed! Dun do all these nonsense things to my baby when i,myself, know what is the best and what is not the best for my baby!
Furthermore, i am Shermes' mummy, not you! You ppl got no right to even tell me what to do and what not to do. I am already giving you FACE to carry my baby. I tell you, in future, your son-in-law might find u irritating due to all your nonsense theory used in the past!! Hate me?? TOO BAD FOR YOU CAUSE I NV LIKE YOU TOO!!! HA!
Me, get it clear, me! I consulted the nurses in polyclinic before i make any clear decisions. My baby is in the 90 percentile for his weight! Thus, all the semi solid will have to wait till he turn 6 mths old. So wad if in the past u feed ur kid semi solid at 4 mths old(mummies whom feed their babies at 4 mths old, plz dun be angry. I am not scolding you all.), this is new age 21st century! Get this clear, 21st century! I have my own principle which i hold on to! Yes! i say NO to mani things when it comes to my baby's diet. So what if you dun like? I dun give it a damn! Coz this is my KID!!! GET THIS CLEAR!! My kid!!!
I dun even care whether hubby hates me for this, still i am going to sae, I DISLIKE YOU!!!!
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LOVE,
June♥
.Tuesday, April 7, 2009 ' 10:03 AM♥.
If ever one day i were to break down, i will juz leave the house and him for days.
I am tired of him telling me everything is his fault. I am tired of telling him how i feel, yet he wun do a single thing to it. I am tired of getting him to do things. I am tired of telling him off like shit. I am tired of him not sheilding me when i got chip for no reasons. I am tired of him not wanting to accept the responsibility. I am tired of him glue-ing to the cyberspace the moment he opens his eyes. I am tired of him getting impatient when asked to put the elder son to slp. I am tired of him getting irritated when asked to feed the little one midnite feed. I am tired of him working late and not caring abt my feeling at all.
Yes.. this is from Stomp and it's is as per what you have seen and read.. Horrible.. This maid odd to be shot to death! Fancy her kicking, slapping and worse, STANDING, yes, you did not read me wrong.. STANDING on the kid... Realli makes my heart wrench so much... Hate maids who do such a thing to kids..
So what if they are not your kids, doesn't they even have the human rights to cry or even be nottie?? They are not human izzit? They are not given birth by daddy mummy izzit? Don't you even have a daddy mummy, whom gave birth to you?? Idiot maids(I dun mean all.. only meant those who abuses kids)!!!! Govt kept wanting Singaporeans to give birth to more babies to increase populations, but how can we not worry abt all these small small details?? F those maids... They shot be put into the kids' shoes and be punished like how they punished those kids...
Make me angry... F F F!!!!
Like i have said before in my previous post, 3 yrs back, when Jayden is onli a newborn, my MIL said before to let a maid take care of him, under an adult supervision, while i am at work. I rejected her decision and say i rather let Hubby's ah ma take care. Den over at hubby's ah ma there, my MIL again said, once the maid is stable, let her take care of Jayden during the nite.. I rejected again and took care of him during nite time, despite the fact tat i need to work the next day. Now, looking at all these and Jayden being so close to me, it onli make me feel that my decisions are right. If ever i am to listen to my MIL's decision, den probably, Jayden will be one of those victims..
I pray that all these kids will not suffer from trauma and be healthy, happy and strong.
In fact, i do have another 2 videos which i decide to upload here to bring awareness to all mummies...
Warning: Video may be disturbing to some viewers
Make me wanna scold these maids more.. *roar*
4.30pm, Post note:
It's too disturbing.. My whole mind kept thinking about this matter. Even my mum, whom i told my brother to show her, said this maid is cruel.. I've got no mood to work at all now. I feel like stepping out of the office just like that but i can't put down my work to go off like that. I hate this kinda feeling. Too disturbing. Maybe i will be dreaming of this tonight or even the whole week.
I pray that the girl is alright. Like one of the Stompers have said, actions should be taken against the maid, not matter where it happens in, whether it is in Singapore or Malaysia(I found the actual video in youtube, and the contributor is in Malaysia).
This should be brought to attention to any Ministers in Singapore.
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LOVE,
June♥
Yours Truly,♥
June is my name
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