.Thursday, May 28, 2009 ' 4:46 PM♥.
给知己的一些话。。
朋友，我们已经认识了快四年了吧。 四年里，你我和另两位姐妹，经历了不少变化。我，结婚生子。你。签了合约，也找到了一位爱你，疼你好男人。另两位，也各自有自己的生活。虽然，我们都有不同的想法， 可是遍遍，我们四个就凑了在一起。多奇妙！
今早，一打开公司的电脑，msn一启动，就跳出了你留下的话。每一句话，就好似在责怪自己，鞭打自己，没赴约。看着你的每一句话，我的心就跳一下。 刚刚，到了你的部落格看到了你的部落，心也痛了。我们没怪你，我们也认为说你在忙，不能到。也可能在想，你在睡觉。留了简讯，你看到了，我很开心。至少你看到了。
宝贝，请原谅我不会说甜言蜜语，不会好话。
Baobei.. Whatever had past, let it past. Don't hang on to be and get yourself all stressed up. We are only a phone call away from you. Being binded by something you don't like is stressful, i understand. To decide to break the bond or to stay, is your choice. If you have decided on anything, we will support your choice.
Furthermore, what is all those waiting on that day worth as? Remember how long i used to wait for you over at Marine Parade for you to bathe, change, make up..etc before we offically got out of your house and go shopping/gossip/eye on guys? Remember how we did fall out over your er jie's daughter?? Remember how you always tells me couple must always stay in bond even though the marriage cert and kids are around? Remember the day i got you as my bridesmaid? Remember the prayer you made the night before i got married and later on God got the answer and gave you the name to Jayden?
You may not remember all these, but i do. All the small details about what you have done. I will remember. Till the day my life end, i will also remember. Cause you are my 知己. I do not have plentiful of friends which are like countless. My best friends are countable and you are one of them. You understand what i need and want. You share all your thoughts with me. You share your life value with me. Every little little things, lead to me, remember for who you are. Get it?
The day you told me that you are attached and getting married soon, I felt so happy about it! Hey! I know that you are happy and having someone whom dote on you, love you, as your best friend, i am so so so happy! At least, i know someone is there to be with you when we are not around with you. You won't be lonely anymore. But still friends are friends. We love you! Understand?
Stop scolding yourself, blaming yourself for being in such a way, in which, the environment caused you to be. We understand and will always will. We want to see you be a beautiful bride on your big day! And we want to see your give birth to beautiful babies. Don't forget our promises, our babies will be our god-kids. Ya?
Finally, don't you dare to forget this!
WE ARE ONLY A PHONE CALL AWAY, despite the fact we live so far away from each other, ok??
We love you!
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My Current Obsession
Yes, you read me right. I am writing about my current, latest, obsession, which caught me hard. So hard that it gets me thinking about it all day long, all night long.
Everyone have their very own obsession which they have. Sex, money, cat, dogs, books, cars..etc.. People gets obsessed with different things at different time. Like me.. At one time, i get obsessed with money. The next, sex. And now, Twilight.
No. You did not read me wrong.
Twilight by the famous author Stephenie Meyer.
The one which is made into a movie.
The story about Edward Cullen and Isabella Swan.
It got me so obsessed that i even went to buy the DVD ytd, after work and watch till 1am before i turn in for the night. It made me feel as if i am in the story, being Isabella Swan. Every word i read made me so breatheless and makes my heart skipping. No books has got me so so engross that i had to make myself read and read till i get the answer i wanted. Stupid ya.
Obviously i know many will say,"Twilight is like out in the market for so long and only now, you got hooked on?? Are you a tortise or wad?" Blah blah blah.. Go ahead and say what you want. I couldn't be bothered. I am like this. Unless someone tells me it's good, or else i won't do a single thing about it. Call me tortise, call me turtle, call me wu gui.. BAH!!!
This is the next one i am going on to. Had read review on New Moon. Some said it's not as good as Twilight. But let me read on first before i conclude anything ya.
There are like 2 more books which i am going to grab down off the bookstore once i am done with New Moon.
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn
Hehe... So exciting.. Saw over the net that Midnight Sun has been illegally being exposed online. Nah! I'm not even going to read it. I am going to wait for the book to be out and OWN it. Lolx...
Guess i'm going to grab the soundtrack next.. Hehe...
Pris baobei had said that it's not as good as those of Japanese Comic. I beg to differ. Probably, it's the kick in me that caught me wanting to know about vampires. That is when i just had to go on reading it before i even totally stop and get on with a new obsession. But still, Twilight is going to be the best ya.
PS: When is the New Moon movie ever going to be air? I wanna ask hubby to bring me to watch the movie..... *desperate*
Ending here and *poof*
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I have gone missing again.. Due to cough... Haiz.. Bad weather haunting everyone, thus plz take good care ya... And, 1st H1N1 case is in Singapore, thou the victim is in stable condition and 24 others are quarentined, BUT still, ppl plz be extra extra careful when comes to hygiene and health ya...
Let me post a quick post on what happened over the weekend and oso.. I will be doing 2 post today before i disappear over the weekend for more upcoming events again... lolx.... This will be the 1st post... Here it goes..
23rd May 2009, Saturday
Usual busy morning, getting the kids to bathe, eat, milk feed and going over to my MIL's side to let her and FIL see the kids.. Shermes baby as usual, cry upon reaching and upon being carried by my GMIL(this is hubby's maternal's side one).. Caught a migraine after an afternoon nap.. Gosh...
The real event starts in the late evening when we go over to Diana's 21st Birthday party.
Theme: Back to School..
Thou everyone wasn't realli dressed in sch uniforms, but i realli like the custom made tee which Diana's family, including her maid, had.
Left to Right: Chef de Partie, Sous Chef, Chef de Partie, Ambassador (the birthday ger), Sous Chef..
Nice rite? How i wish i had this kinda party back then. *groan*
Ok.. back to topic.. below is some pix, ok lar, 2 pix of me,Diana and Yan.. Not missing Shermes baby..
I looked like ghost.. Pardon me.. Guess have to change bb cream or my powder... haiz..
And this is Diana's custom made birthday cake.. So pretty..........
Makes me triple envy envy envy................................... Gosh! Ignore my stupidness..
9++ after taking pix with Diana, we went home.. Tired and exhausting... And of coz, tat bloody migraine of my continues on... Haiz... Had to pop ibrufen before the headache eases... Sian..
24th May 2009, Sunday
Went to hubby's cousin's son's full month party.. Was suppose to go to Royce's but had to give it a miss.. So Sorry Michelle! Doubt u will read my blog lar hor.. But still, SORRY!!!
Venue: The White Rabbit, Dempsy Road..
Time: 3pm to 6pm
Weather: Terribly
HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let the pictures do the talking.. Before this, a little small comment of my. This place is a good place to go chilling out at nite, when the weather is cooling.. Thus, ppl driving, you can drive up and chill out with frenz, drink, chit chat, gossip over there at nite..
Me did not take any pix.. Ugliness set in me thus avoiding the camera.. lolx... Silly me..
Oh! and something abt Shermes baby tat i notice for quite sometimes. It's seems like for some apparent reason, when he sees/being carried by hubby's grandma(maternal side), he will cry and cry and cry.. But on Sunday, i noticed tat when he is being carried by hubby's granny(paternal side), he kept veri quiet, no crying, and let her carry him, talk to him.. It makes me reali wonder why...
Probably this is wad the old folks call Fate..
As for Jayden, he is forever so bouncy and hyper active.. cannot stand him.. lolx
Left tat place abt 5++ den went home rest.. Tired ah!!!
Ok.. 2 more pix before i end this post and continue on to the next post.. Taken on Monday morning, before setting off to work...
My 2 most precious.. Mummy love you..
Post 1 end.. Post 2 coming up! Stay tune!!! 사랑해
.Monday, May 18, 2009 ' 10:14 AM♥.
Yup i noe i have neglected my blog.. Not updating, not posting onli plurking.. What the hell am i doing?? So sorry, i am busy with my work, my kids and my life.
Both my kids are down with cough and flu, almost the whole family is down.. My lil' brother oso down with cough till ytd, made double boiled pear for Jayden and my lil' brother.. Will post this receipe later on when i double boil again..
Den i have made brocolli puree dor Shermes, in which, Jayden wanted too.. Thus, tonite i will be making carrot puree.. Will post on this tml..
Hubby went to Genting over the weekend.. Haiz.. Ppl asked me, "why he nv bring you go?? Why you nv ask him to bring you go??"
Please, you nv i nv kao bei meh?? I kao bei so mani times and get myself hurt so mani times, yet, wad is the results?? Onli i will noe.. Ppl see the surface and dun see the inner.. How mani times i wanted to go enjoy myself, but end up gave up on the tots.... Ppl wun see it.. To me, what i wanted now is not those material things, is a house, a HOUSE!!! i had enuff of staying under ppl's roof and having to look at ppl's face before you do anything.. Who will care?? No one but myself.. Haiz..
Ya ya, ppl will say, "quit whining and blame yourself!" Fine, i blame myself.. Probably, i should even disappear from this world and be all alone myself.
Whoever who dun understand me, plz dun tell me what to do.. I hate to be told what to do when i noe myself too well..
Haiz.. Forget it.. too much whining makes ppl puke..
On a lighter side, I've got a daughter.. erm, to be exact, GOD-DAUGHTER.. She is Valerie! Yup, Bell's daughter is my god-daughter.. Hehe... I am gonna have mani mani mani god-daughter since i dun have any...
A note to myself: All these while, i have been thinking abt 1 matter.. That is to adopt a girl to be my daughter.. But there are a lot of things which i need to consider abt. How to break to her tat, she is not my biological daughter? If i were to break to her tat i am not her biological mummy, how will she react? Will she go look for her biological parents? Will she not want me aftermath? Haiz.. too mani things... Shall see how...사랑해
.Friday, May 1, 2009 ' 5:37 PM♥.
HAPPY 6 MONTHS OLD TO SHERMES BABY!!!!!!
Has learnt to flip and using his leg to kick and turn round the area.
Still has not sleep thru the nite... *wonder when*
Drink 150ml 3 to 4 hourly
Stable in walker and even know how to chase after kor kor..
Suck fingers
carried in upright position
Started on rice cereal today, 1st May 2009
2 lower pearlies spotted
Will keep saying mum mum, mum mum.. lolx
Will go ahh ahh ahh ahh with me as if in a conversation with me.. lolx
The rest more or less the same as last month...
Will update all pix of him on rice cereal once i got the pix..
AND.. a revamp will be done on this blog soon... Stay tune!!!
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Eclipse
Breaking Dawn
